FUCK OFF LLOYDS TSB - My final word

Ok hears the deal. I worked for those cunts for years. An by god I worked hard for my meager pay each month. I took the corporate knob up my arse time after time after time. Withering sarcasm, bitchy remarks, being ignored and passed over. For a damn long time I had some corporate whore of a manager who went out of her fucking way to piss my (and everyone elses) arse off.

Ok get this for a stinger. (one example of many)
I had me a muther of an illness and dragged my dying ass in to do my shift. Now I wander in and as I am half dead and none too fast on my feet I had missed my normal bus and was late that day(and had been late the day before as well - whilst again feeling like death warmed up) I get some bitchy remark about whats the excuse this time, and thought fuck it lets complain.

I complained and guess what? Nothing, not an apology of her "infering" I was lying over being ill, nothing. All that happened was I was moved to another Dept. for a while to "help out". IE keep me outta the way for a while. Yeah I took this, and more as I wanted to get on. I wanted to progress and be the man. I should have kicked off and said fuck moving me, move the team leader that dont do her job, and complains about my call standards yet could not do the job herself. Should have but never.

But instead I got:
No feedback.
No training.
No audits.
No answers to querys.

When I did get to meet my manager then all I got was a load of negative shit on "development" and ways to improve. Ok arsehole how about some training, that may have helped. Or even some positive feedback and acknowledgement of all the hard work I put in on the section. Hell no way they would do that.

So finally when they have a management move about, sort of like changing deck chairs on The Titanic its too late. By this point I have had damn near two years of assorted shit, and have no morale, bugger all self esteem left and I hate the place.

By this point I have to say it, I never gave a toss one way or the other. If I passed an audit it was a case of whatever, and the same if I fail. I had turned in the space of 2 or 3 years or so, from someone who was outgoing and looked forward to getting my ass into work, into an employee that clocked in and had no trust in the company, its managers or anything else in the place.

So I bitched on my last blog and used that as a stress valve you could say, and lo eventually the shit hits the fan and I figure fuck it.

I walked outta there and knew my ass was never going back, even starvation and giving hand jobs for crack would be a better option than working for them. Yeah I bottled it in closing my old blog down, but fuck it no one is perfect.

Least I rediscovered some pride and walked away, never giving them the chance to fire me and run my ass down in some corporate meeting. Thanks but I will pass on that one guys and girls.

Now I am in this position:
1/ Free. 2/ Employed. 3/ I sleep at night. 4/ My stress levels have gone to an all time low. 5/ Even my snoring has improved due to not being stressed by that place. 6/ I have another job. 7/ I get treated with some respect, something that never happen in Lloyds. 8/ Am better off, as I am now actually valuing myself I can look them in the eye and treat them with the contempt they deserve.

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